I dont know...maybe its just me, but when youre married you arent supposed to question the quality of your marriage 25 times a day are you? arent you supposed to be happy and know that the person you said "i do " to is in fact the one that you want to spend the rest of your life with? at least thats what my understanding of marriage was when i cam into it. but as every day passes i find myself wondering if i did that right thing... I wish i could be happy and know what my future holds but im having trouble with that.